Dear Peter Kavinsky,
You always wanted people to look at you beyond your physical appearance, beyond your heart-warming smile, lushy hair and well-toned body. But this superficial world only saw you with their superficial eyes. It’s difficult for someone to actually see right through you especially today when the air around you is full of pretence and the people around you are always trying to be someone they are not. When the air itself is filled with pretence it is difficult to keep yourself real.
At times even when you want to be real you can’t because the world is not very accepting towards those who dare to stand out. You often find yourself fighting with yourself when such conflicts arise in your mind. Its easy to get swayed and washed off by the waves of pretence and be a part of the ocean but being that rock that doesn’t get washed off by the waves takes a lot of courage.
In the era of text messages, you fell for a ‘love letter’. You are so easily deceived to be the guy who plays around but deep down you are one of those who believes in old school romances and taking things slow. You didn’t want to take it fast because probably you understood that comfort, trust, compatibility and friendship isn't built overnight.
We all require emotional support and at times this emotional support is what gives us the courage to own ourselves completely and unapologetically. The emotional support and strength you got from Lara Jean pushed you to own you the way you are. She completely swept off your feet when you gathered that she could see right through you, and you didn’t have to wear any facades. You could just be you and you loved the person you were with her.
Longing for something to last forever is so stupid because nothing lasts forever and forever doesn’t exist on this planet. Every forever ends but deep down in my heart I do not want what you both have to end. What you have with LJ was so charmingly unique and endearing that maybe ‘always and forever’ does exist for the two of you.
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